So, today I talk with a boy, that is, if you could call a 19 years old a boy, and even that, I don't know for sure. We met at omegle, a random chat website, in the jungle of internet. We don't know who we talk with here, unless you make the introduction, hence the name stranger on the nick part.
It's very unfortunate that we lost our connection before we say enough for our chat. It is such a bizarre conversation for me that I couldn't just throw it away. I copied and pasted it here. If you are this stranger I met, then maybe we can talk again. LOL. That would be almost impossible. So here is the conversation. You mean me, and stranger would be that, umm, boy?
You're now chatting with a random stranger. Say hi!
Stranger: Hi
You: hi there
Stranger: How are you?
You: im good, thanks.
You: how about u?
Stranger: Depressed
You: who isnt?
You: pray tell, why?
Stranger: Many reasons, I miss my gf, I dont really have any friends anymore
Stranger: No job
Stranger: No drivers license yet
You: ah, so u r a teen
Stranger: Actually the end of it
You: u r too young to feel depressed
Stranger: Very cclose
You: u've got family right?
Stranger: Yeah
You: that's better than having a gf, i think
You: I dnt knw
You: im not someone u should talk to when u r depressed
Stranger: I would die for my gf, that would be the best thing ever... Sorry if it bothers you
You: the best thing u can do is dying for ur gf??
You: sorry
You: but i cnt undrstand
Stranger: I am almost 20, and I dont feel happy often
You: emo, eh?
Stranger: No
You: why dont u have a friend?
Stranger: I cant afford one
You: here i think they come for free
Stranger: True I have made friends here
Stranger: 1 or 2
You: good
Stranger: But I feel embarassed having them
You: huh?
You: who r u?
You: oh, u r above them, i see
Stranger: No
Stranger: I am 20... They are 14, it makes me feel like I am not a person
You: sorry, but im laughing here
Stranger: :( Go ahead
Stranger: I get teased and sometomes bullied in class
You: why would u have friends aged 14?
You: no no
You: i dnt mean that, sorry
You: at least u wont get bullied here in omegle
Stranger: Yeah
Stranger: Thats a relief
You: why dnt u have friend in ur age?
You: r u ugly or something?
Stranger: I do not have a voice, just a really quiet voice
Stranger: And I am very shy
You: ah, shy
Stranger: Not to mention I make stupid mistakes
You: like what?
Stranger: When I like a girl I always di the same mistakes
You: uh huh?
You: and wht mistakes r they?
Stranger: Like her, buy her a gift and or love letter, brief moment she likes it, then it ends
You: love letter?
You: r u sure u r 20?
Stranger: Yes,
You: wait, where r u frm? if u wanna tell me
Stranger: British Columbia, Canada
You: hmm
Stranger: The most unfavored person on Omegle... :(
You: not most, at least i dnt knw u before,
You: and still
Stranger: The second I say 19 M Canada
You: u cn count me out
Stranger: They leave
You: bcs u say 19 m canada
You: it's nt u
You: it's, well, them
Stranger: Lie? Doesnt feel good
Stranger: Lies makes things worse
You: if u say ur asl like that
You: it seems u r asking them for their asl too (aint u?)
You: n people who ask asl, tend to wanting that kind of conversation
You: if u knw what i mean
Stranger: Most are M 20 to 30s
You: maybe
You: i dnt knw, im nt here often
Stranger: They sound like they want to commit rape, its wrong
You: maybe they do
You: why did ur gf broke up with u?
Stranger: Parents on both sides
You: what?
Stranger: No = No
You: r u marrying her or what
Stranger: Never
You: then it's ok u broke up with her
You: why dnt u elope or smtg
Stranger: *sigh* She is the one girl I could ever love
You: that will give ur life some excitement
You: lol
You: no
Stranger: elope?
Stranger: smtg?
You: u just havent met the right one yet
You: elope= run away?
You: u r too young, like i said
Stranger: If I did I would probably commit suicide
You: people wait their whole lives to meet the right one
Stranger: If I ran
Stranger: awau
You: no, i mean, run away with her
You: (see? im nt good giving advice)
Stranger: Oh, well probably a death wish then
You: u plan to die soon?
Stranger: I see it coming some day
You: ah well
Stranger: Not yet
You: i never talk to soon-to-be-dead before
Stranger: I almost became hit and run once
You: lol
You: whoops, sorry
Stranger: Its fine
You: seriously, u can be funny if u try
Stranger: Damn lady turning left and almost killed me
Stranger: I was crossing too
You: maybe u r nt ready to die yet
Stranger: Maybe, but I may want to...
Stranger: Who knows...
Stranger: I see my death in dreams sometimes
You: yeah?
You: how?
Stranger: Car accident, shattered glass, blood...
You: eww
Stranger: Car upside down
You: i hate blood
You: do u like blood?
Stranger: Someways yes and no
Stranger: I taste my blood to understand my body
Stranger: You can tell your diet bu your blood
Stranger: Salty means too much sodium
Stranger: Harsh metallic means too high in iron
You: oh
Stranger: I sometimes bite my lip by accident
You: u can feel those in ur blood?
Stranger: Feel, not sure... Taste yes
Stranger: Salt is very noticable
Stranger: I am sorry if I am a really odd person
You: r we talking about the taste of blood?
Stranger: I have done worse
You: omg
You: lol
You: no, u r entertaining
You: sorry if that offense u
Stranger: I have tasted my own stuff... Sorry mayve I shouldnt say it
You: stuff
Stranger: I feel like a freak
You: maybe u r
Stranger: Semen...
Stranger: Ill leave
You: but there's nothing wrong with being a freak
You: it depends
You: who see u
Stranger: ?
You: nah
You: im rambling
Stranger: I see myself in the wrong bodies at random times
You: maybe u can find another freak to be friend with
You: uh huh?
You: like, u wanna be bigger or something?
Stranger: I want to be dead or invisible sometimed
You: i wanna be invisible sometimes
You: so thats quite normal
You: i think
Stranger: Sorry if this is odd
You: honestly, yes, it is
Stranger: My happiest moment in life would be taking a bullet for my gf, and die in her hands...
You: but i dnt mind
You: whoa
Stranger: If that happened I would feel much at peace
You: but then u r selfish
Stranger: Maybe, I rather save her life
You: how can u feel peace when u'r already dead?
Stranger: Life is a mystery
You: dnt u think about hw ur gf would fell about u being dead bcs of her?
You: *feel
Stranger: Oh I know she would feel sad
You: but?
Stranger: I dont mind if I pass on
You: ur parents? family?
You: u have such a low opinion about urself, dnt u knw that?
You: sorry
You: just being honest
Stranger: I know I do
Stranger: I live in it
You: u knw u do?
Stranger: Yes
You: hw can u survive?
You: oh well, u r not surviving if u think about death all the time
Stranger: In the presumed "afterlife" or most likely fake "reincarnation"
You: oh u believe in a afterlife, i see
Stranger: If reincarnation was real I eould want to be in the body of a female
Stranger: Dont like my life as a guy
You: why?
Stranger: Its a hard life
You: dnt u think it's hard to be a female?
Stranger: Maybe your right, maybe just be emptiness
Stranger: Like no one has heard of me because I am not real
You: do u wanna be a female now?
Stranger: Maybe not, but maybe
Stranger: I am lost in who I am
You: u knw what
You: umm
Stranger: I have been in a dream with full of mirros
Stranger: Dont understand it
You: i thought about it a few minutes ago, that u wanna be a female
Stranger: If gender change was 100% real without any problems I would
You: n thats the problem, that it's nt 100% free problem
Stranger: Yep, I know. I have watched many MTF YouTube videos
Stranger: Male to female
Stranger: I wish I could be that beautiful
You: maybe that's the problem why ur gf broke up with u
You: that she knw that u didnt want her
You: maybe u want another guy
That's it! How I wish I can continue the chat. *sigh
Strange Chat with a Stranger
0 comments:
Post a Comment
Leave your thoughts here. That's it, if you have any. *smirk