Not the One

What could I say except that I had hoped that this time it would be different, that I felt more than what it actually was. Oh man, I couldn...

Masochist?

I don’t believe it, but I want to, I desperately needed to. Call me a masochist but I’ll welcome the pain. Muahahahahahahahaha Look! ...

Sigh A Lot

When I’m not sighing, it means I’m trying my best not to curse myself for wanting to sigh. #Effect of being near you #Snape ...

Sleepy Hollow

I would be lying if I said that I never got sleepy at work, but I swear I’ve never been this sleepy.  And it makes me wonder how in the...

Am I that not smart?

Because if there is one thing I hate the most, it was the one you never fail to do; making me feel stupid.  This insecurity is killing ...

You Took My Glance Away

May 14 th , 2014 Remember those romances you read featuring a hero who never took a second glance at the heroine and those gave you hop...

Get Out of My Head!

Time, yes, I just need time, then I'll forget. Yes, right. Time. Where do I find time? Where? I know I sound crazy, and I know that...

About Future

There's nothing unusual by being in my rented house alone while all the roommates are gone. Nothing, except that it all now feels differ...

Logic in Love

The reasons I've never fallen for you, boys. Most people thought that the reasons I never fell in love with someone at this age and day...

Loving My Job

So, it's how it feels like to be awaken from a less than two hours sleep because it was too uncomfortable to simply, well, sle...

I'm not nice huh?

Kenapa kalau cowok jutek, dibilang cool, tapi kalau cewek jutek, dibilang jutek. Just because I don't pretend to be nice doesn't me...

Hellish days

So yeah, I've been away for a while (not that anybody missed me #sobs) I've just finished my first degree, yay! I'm a bachelor, ...

It's not about you, baby.

I write type because I want to. Not because I want people to know how smart I am, or in this case, how stupid I can be. Not because I wan...

Unidentified

Suddenly I feel sick. Like there's something wrong but I couldn't pin point what. Now, do you believe in superstitious thing? What...

Strange Chat with a Stranger

So, today I talk with a boy, that is, if you could call a 19 years old a boy, and even that, I don't know for sure. We met at omegle,  a...

Take for Granted

It happened on one morning a few days ago. My money was limited and I kept complaining about it. I actually had to eat in the half price in ...

Gloomy Night

There's nothing more honest than something that people say behind your back. Millions of paper cuts don't even compare. Why do I ...

Oh my God, I'm Old!

I'm old. Twenty three is an age that most people will consider mature enough not to ask money from their parents. But I'm not tha...

Here kitty kitty!!

Sometimes, something best remain unknown. To find something you shouldn't have found is somehow dilemmatic. On one hand, you'll be g...

Yes yes yes!

To their immense satisfaction, I do what they want me to do. Sometimes I can be so stupid.